Thinking.

I thought myself to be good.
But what if I am bad?
They say God knows our hearts
Better than anyone or anything.
So what does He see in me?
I wonder.
I wonder if my heart changed
Through the years
And I have turned from Him
And become something else.
They say hindsight is 20/20.
Well if that is so
How can I judge myself?
What if I am not a good person?
It scares me to think it.
All these years
I'm coming to see
My ways
For their potential
For their truth
For their deception.
I am myself.
But what does that mean?
In this life
We are only given
Moments
To prove our person.
But those moments
Dictate our eternity.