Regrets

I hate who I was
Because it wasn't me
I don't think it's who
I was supposed to be
I don't know how I got caught up
I don't know why I didn't give a fuck.
I said it all the time
But I swear it's not true
Because if I didn't care
I wouldn't try to change for You.
I look back in regret
So much time wasted.
I was such a weak girl
I just couldn't face it.
The problems, the stress, depression and anger.
So I just gave up
And lived a life full of danger.
Cheap thrills at best, but I thought it was something
I look back now, and I only see nothing.
I wasn't working towards dreams.
I was only fronting.
I hate who I was.
So foolish and stupid.
I should have listened and I wouldn't be going through this.