Mutiny

I've been wandering the seas
Seeking answers in these waves
Although they be trying,
I keep suffering
In hopes that
There is a deeper meaning.
I know that He leads life
Alone although I
sometimes think
it is I only
Who yields the helm.
It is in those moments
That I jumped ship
And swam.
The destination?
I did not know.
And I struggled
To hold my breath
In those times
When the frigid waters
Overtook me.
Unecessary was my fight,
Yet through my plight
He sailed beside me
As if to say
He knew I'd return
To serve His command.
And when I could take no more
I reached for His preserver
And He pulled me in
Into His loving embrace
And His promise
To guide me
To my destiny
As long as I stayed true
To Him & Him alone.