Foolish Girl

Charm me with your romance.
Laugh me outta my pants.
Put it on me in the bedroom,
Make me dance.
Tell me I'm special
Even if it ain't true.
Because in the moment
It's just me and you.
Lights on lights off.
Turn me on and I'm never off.
I'm your toy
So play with my body...
My emotions.
I'm all yours boy.
Ready for the games
I just want to scream your name...
For now.
Maybe later I'll cuss you out.
Throw you out.
Tell you get the f*@# out my house.
I'm crying now
But I'll call you later.
And don't dare tell me about her
Because I am a hater.
I don't wanna know.
Yeah, just like Mario.
And I'm Winan for your touch.
Yeah, I'm confusing it for love.
I want it so bad I need it.
It's an obsession and I needa feed it.
So when I call you up,
Please give me that bullsh*t.
Cause you're like my crack
And I need a hit.
Slap me around if you gotta.
Another chance? Yeah, you got a lotta.
Don't you know I'm your girl,
Even though you're not my man?
I know that you're with her,
But they just don't understand.
My girls call you a bitch nigga.
They said I needa pull that trigga
And dead that sh*t between us.
And now I don't know who to trust.
I thought it was you
But you haven't been answering my calls.
And when I see you at the club,
You don't respond at all...
So I throw a fit and get thrown out
And now my name's in everyone's mouth
And you don't know me
And I don't know how to react.
Cause just last week
You had me on my back
Telling me you loved me
And calling me the best
But I'm starting to see
That I'm just like the rest.
I started to stop by your place
But I found out you don't live there.
So I lied and said I was pregnant
Even though you didn't care.
I keep seeing you with your girl.
And you have a family.
I didn't even know you had kids.
I'm stupid apparently.
I'm so pissed off I slashed your tires
And then I keyed the sides.
I never thought I'd do that
But I did it and then I cried.
I don't know who I am
Because I changed myself for you.
It was dumb, I know
But it's what you wanted me to do.
A year and a half of wasted time
With a life that wasn't mine
I believed every piece of the lie
And remained on your side.
You came back around
Why, I don't know
The real reason, I never found
But I couldn't let go.
And now I'm pregnant, for real this time.
With a son, and yes, it's yours
He won't know because I never did
All because I was caught in allure.