That Girl

I wrote this after thinking about my own life & what people probably thought about everytime I said I was going to change...Lol. Well, I did change this time, & I'm proud to have made it this far. The journey isn't over, but even getting this far makes me want to share my story and help others realize the truth about this life that we so often mistake as a game when it's not to be taken lightly. Do you want to change? And if so, why haven't you done it? Is there something holding you back? Evaluate whether or not this obstacle is real or just made up in your mind to use as an excuse NOT to change. And are you changing because it's in your heart to do so, or are you doing it just for appearances? Ahh, questions to consider!


I swear I know you from somewhere...
You were that girl I used to see...
Yeah, it was you!
That girl you thought everyone wanted to be!

The one who walked on and talked over,
The party girl who was never sober.
Yeah, that was you, wasn't it?
And now you're alone with not a single bare shoulder.

Yeah, I know it was you.
And look at you now.
I wonder if you're at the point
Where you're questioning "How?"

I wonder if you really want to change?
Or do you just want your life
To appear to be rearranged?
I guess on the outside it's all the same...right?