Fear (Part 2)

It used to be fear that stopped me.
But it is now fear that drives me.
Yet, it is a different kind of fear.
I fear You.
The more You grow in me,
The more I recognize Your power,
To change, subdue, increase, and destroy.
You strike fear within my very being.
I don't fear calling Your name,
Yet I fear the idea of You answering back.
You are so real yet I never saw You,
Only Your works.
You are so real yet I never heard You,
Only Your word.
You are so real yet I never felt You,
Only Your spirit.
And I stand afraid of all these things,
Because I know the truth.
Yet it is that profound truth
That draws me closer.
I yearn for Your truth and power within me,
Because through You and only You
Is anything possible.