You don't know who you are. You think you know but you have no idea. You tell people who you are with ease as if you've known yourself for ages. But when I see you in action I don't see the same person. I think they call that being delusional. You speak with such conviction towards others but I see the real you. You're as confused as ever, looking for approval by all those Yes men that surround you. They only encourage your negative attributes. They don't challenge you. I don't think you could handle a challenge. Deep down, you know the truth but you want to believe everything else because it's more convenient. All of the lies line up with what you've convinced yourself is your personal truth. But you don't even know what you want. You're like a child, wanting everything that everyone has at that moment. But if you had it, what would you even do with it? You talk about the next person, but what about you? What are you going to do? Who are you going to become? Are you going to be the real you or force yourself to fit into what you think you should be? You go back and forth each time, saying you care more about one thing than the other. But the very thing you say you don't care about you fight over. What pain this contradiction must cause you inside! I can see you're at war within, but not only with this...Not only with this.